Hai guys,

here's a little update on my life x)
I have been at home for about a week because I'm not feeling well again, mostly pretty intense stomach aches. I've been thinking about a lot off things and actually started getting a lot of anxiety again.
When I feel anxious my stomach aches seem to worsen and thus I have not been able to attend college.
I fear I'll be getting a nasty letter again soon and I really don't want to think about that to be honest x) They'll probably really kick me off this time since it's only been 2 weeks since the meeting...
I think a lot of people at college are underestimating my situation since they still live a very protected live at home with their family providing everything for them.
They can try and judge me all they want, until they move out off their comfortable lives and to things on their on two feet they are not qualified to judge me in any way.

I hate always having these ranty and negative journals, so I will do my best to me more happy from now on, focussing on what I want to achieve and what I love and we'll see when I feel fit enough to go back to college or weather I will be kicked out of even quit!


On a much happier note I was finally able to get a bit of my drawing groove back on so maybe I'll be able to upload some more stuff, old and new soon C:
I've found lots of my old line arts and I still love some of them so much that I'll be colouring them soon, some traditional some digital.
I will make more art I SWEAR!!!

And I am so sorry for not having done the commission yet, things just went shitty but I am determined to make it work ASAP!