So... I wanted to reply to all your kind messages sooner but I just got back from the hospital. I had an acute pancreatitis and was hospitalised for a week :C
I got back yesterday but I was too tired to do anything right away. I still need to heal up and take it easy for a while but the worst is over.
Laying in the hospital day in and day out was horrible... so many snoring people, noise EVERYWHERE. Bleeps, cracking sounds, wind, more snoring, whining and even farting!
We even had a crazy dude across the hall that used to randomly yell and swear at the nurses or just to himself.
I was hooked on an IV that pumped 4 litres of fluids in my veins each day, I even got morphine shots in my belly every now and then when the pain was too overwhelming.
They took blood so often my arms look all bruised, somehow my arms get bruises every time they take blood so I look like an addict now xD My belly is all purple too from the morphine shots.
One thing that was impossible for me was sleeping... I could NOT get any sleep in there. I would wake up every 20 minutes, I would feel lucky when I got 4 hours of sleep a night.
After a while I felt like going insane in the hospital... all the routines, sitting in the same room for days and not being able to do much. I really lived on the visiting hours!
I really wanted to smother some people with my pillow... at one point I was ready to just rip out that Iv, take my stuff and just run away! That's how frustrated and panicked I felt...
But what would you expect when you take an introvert/ hermit and place her in a noisy room full of other sick people for a week, I was bound to go crazy at some point.
I really missed my birdies soooooo much... ; 3 ; And my mice <3
I swear bf was my saviour, he came to visit me at least once every day sometimes he even came twice and he provided me with things I needed. I never knew he would be so caring when something really bad happened ;////;
And my sweet friend
provided me with delicious drinks to pep me up and she kept me company even though she was so busy with the start or college <33
I'm just really REALLY happy to be back home, my own environment, piece and quiet, and also my lovely birds and mice <3
I hope to be up and about soon and I feel like making art! c:
That was my latest adventure, I hope all of you are doing okay <3